Now any such poetry or drawings or whatever that I do won't have to fall to the floor forgotton amongst the scraps of school works, And ashes of past acessments of my character. I'm not THAT crazy, But maybe that dumb.
(I think I misspelled "assessment", Oh well. It adds character.)
Anywho, What's going on in life right now.. Um, OH! My family is broke! (I currently have more money than anyone in my direct family. And i'm 15.) Yeah, My dad got fired and slandered so he's not in a good place. My mom is well.. Not helping?, Any money we do get she goes crazy with and buys things that aren't-so-much-essential. But she buys them anyways, Because she wants them; And what she wants- She gets. (She's also trying to bum money off me for them..
(Yeah, so far I think I might come across as an asshole, But trust me, If you knew me, And my Parents. you'd understand.)
Yep, So they're getting kicked out, And moving to god knows where. (Damnit..) And i'm staying here. Why?, Because our oh-so-hatable protagonist in this journal entry has fallen into the blissful emotion known as love, A beautiful, Sweet, Elegant Angel has swooped down and swept me off my feet, Out of my depression, Out of my self hatred, And suicidal tendacies. She has swept me up into the heavens, For that is where I am when I am with her.
Anyways, I had a place to stay. Everything was set, 3-4 days ago they called up "Changed our mind. Sorry." yeah, So that suckeD with a capital 'D'.
But i'm refusing to leave my Angel. I promised her I would stay, And I would never break a promise to her.
I'd honestly rather die than leave her. (Well, You can't really call my life before her really "Living" more like.. "Exsisting", Somewhat like a dwindling flame- Except without the light, The heat, And the oh so pretty thoughts of burning down that shed.
WooOoOo I rambled.





( ( ( WeLcOmE To dEvIaNt aRt ) ) )
~allie~
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"like a tiny patch of midnight in the mid-day sun"
Oo;.. Prettty emoticons..
weee!
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